My friend broke up with his girlfriend today which is the girl i like. I feel so bad for her. How do you treat someone badly then break up with them. Its so sad. She kept telling him “you cant do this” “you cant leave me” “i love you” im really not sure if this is for the best. She’s been in bed all day crying. On one side i sort of feel like well…im here?? I mean i like you. i feel like we would be good together, forget him. On the other hand..thats wrong and she’s obviously hurting. Hurting a lot.I went upstairs because it sounded like she was choking. She’d thrown up all over her pillow. I threw the pillow in the washer and changed her sheets. She apologized then laid right back down. I asked her if she wanted dinner and she asked me to leave her alone. So i did. 

I’ll never understand. You go through so much abuse but you still love them so much. How? I just feel bad for her. She told me she’s lost everything. I wonder what that must feel like. 

Anonymous asked: You brought flowers for that girl you like? That was so sweet.

Yeah. She’s really upset by this. She’s been crying all day so i thought itd be nice.

Anonymous asked: Show your tummy please :D

haha i will

Anonymous asked: Who were the flowers for?

My friend..her boyfriend broke up with her :/

Anonymous asked: You seem to be tanning a little. Not much but alittle

Im trying so hard to get color

So my friend ran away almost an entire week ago and she’s back now..sort of. This is not running away like how children do..this is like serious shit. She really RAN away. She left her car and everything. Why? She was heartbroken :( Im gonna place my man car faced down for a moment and admit i cried. It wasnt like just a tear rolling down one cheek or whatever it was like a full on ugly need a tissue sob. This was today, when she came back. When she came inside she just went to the room she sleeps in, closed the door and started screaming. They were like frustration screams that later led to tears which led to her falling asleep. I went downstairs and felt so much emotion i couldnt help it. She reminded me so much of my mom in that instant. My dad would toss her into the sink or toss a chair at her and when he was tired from that he’d just leave. Then my mom would cover whatever injury she had so we couldnt see it and quickly rush off to her room. There she’d scream and cry and just fall asleep from exhaustion. Id sneak up later on at night and put her in bed. It was sad because my mom really loved my dad but he treated her so badly when she did nothing wrong and its the same situation here. But the person doing the mistreating is my bestfriend. Im so sad for her because when she came back she told me she came back because it was the right thing to do. She said her boyfriend didnt love her anymore and it was the worst feeling in the world and she just didnt know what to do. She really really seemed hurt by this. I knew she loved him but i guess i under estimated how much she really truly did. For her to be so distraught like this. 

Now she’s still sleeping and will probably sleep late into the morning. Im not entirely sure what to do when she wakes up.

Anonymous asked: You never told what happened with your friend :/

Im about to in a few

Anonymous asked: You seem to be gaining weight. Been working out?

Not really..just running more than usual.

Anonymous asked: Dude you threw up in your bushes

Stalk me much O.o

Anonymous asked: Where'd you go the other night? You seemed pretty drunk.

How do you know i was drunk??? I mean yeah i went out and drank but ..

Thanks everyone for all the birthday wishes.